Reality Check

Nothing that I have plan is going the way I want it to go. That includes work and simpler things, like study.


Is this a test? A test to reassess my priorities and determine the final destination that I should be heading?


It is so hard for me to rebuild back my foundation and self-worth. I feel so stranded though I know that everything happens for a reason.


Let it come around in its own time and keep my life in balance. Whichever way it comes in or whatever the results is, I accept that I will use it as an opportunity to either try again, make amends or make it right.

Tried - and - True

Take a good hard look of myself.

I am struggling at work and find myself annoyed with just about everybody and everything. It's time I dealt with unresolved issues, deep fears or unfinished business.

Staying busy, turning to familiar comforts or resorting to compulsive behaviour could be covering up denial, suffering, stagnation or heartache.

I must genuinely come to terms with the truth by confronting or forgiving my own role in whatever it is I regret so that I can let go, move on and become more open to opportunity.

On top of that, I must master self-control to tame fears or impulses to prove of what stuff I'm made. I must try not to fall back to become my old self otherwise I will be feeling trapped again.

So, I need to recover my wits before making my next move. I must be willing to raise expectations and overcome fear of rejection, discovery or isolation.

At the end, I must tune in to my own passion to move forward with a sense of freedom and purpose.