Cof-fee

Gosh! Ever since i started working as maketing staff in college, i have become a coffee addict. Which is not good at all.

Friends been asking me why i drink coffee? Is it because of tension? I'm also unsure.

Just know that i should not rely too much on caffeine to ease sleepiness during work. As this mean i'm not healthy as seen.

Though coffee is full of antioxidant, drinking too much is still a harm to general health.

What should i do? Enough sleep is the 1st step that i can think of follow by some light exercises during break. Which i hope i can do it.

No, is not a hope. Is a MUST!



Lost

i'm so motivation-less... So lost...

i actually doesn't know what i want in life or where i should headed to..

direction-less...

Not Meant To...

Results is out and i failed terribly. Guess it's fate that law is not my area of expertise after all. I remember i failed my final few years ago and now again, really wake me up.

When i get to know my results, i actually very sad and cry at night to sleep. After much thought, i think i'm going to give it up and no more re-sitting or re-taking the course.

What i want to do now is find a better job. It's time to make good used of my business degree to climb my career ladder. I no longer young. Most of my friends has either succesful in their life, career or have their own family.

Time is catching up on me. No more straying. Focus is what i need. For better future.

A month and a week

Resignation tendered.

Unhappy

It only nearly 2 weeks i been working in this new company and i'm not happy. though the pay and working hours is good compare to my previous company but i don't like the office environment at all. here is too chinese-y, meaning the colleagues here is 100% is chinese either speaking mandarin or cantanose. this kind of environment is not i want. not only that, the office is quiet as well. no one talking to each other. like that how to survive. sure die. i'm used to working with different people with different race and suddenly stuck in this environment is making me crazy.

i'm soooooooo unhappy!!!!! :(

Beginning

Today is my 1st day of working with new company in a new environment and knowing new group of colleagues..

Well, what i can say is.. today is BLUE and BORING 1st day! No desktop to use and everything is unsettled..

I'm kinda miss my ex-company, STC's.. Quite a lot of memories there..

Deep down my heart, i was thinking did i do a correct decision from resigning and start anew here? The work scope is totally different with one being alive as everyday seeing new people while the other will be monotonous. *hopefully not*

I guess this is just my 1st blue Monday work feeling.. Hope everything will just be fine..

*fingers crossed*

End of Another Chapter

Exams is over.. Same goes to my holidays and work life at STC's...

It's seem like the end of another chapter of life.. To a new beginning..

Hope everything that come to end in May will come to a fruitful month along time..

Out of Mind

I don't know what my mind is thinking. I can't concentrate on my study for the next exam papers. Is it because i'm sitting it for the second time after like 6 years? I just don't get it..

One side of my mind say i should continue what i have started/abandoned. But the other side say i should just give up and concentrate on other things such as on work or further higher level of education on master.

I really don't have the answer. My mind is so confuse right now. Maybe i should just do my best for this exams and see how and where it will lead me..

Wished myself all the best and don't think nonsense and concentrate on study...

Study... Study... Study.... Concentrate... Concentrate.... Concentrate...

Upcoming Exams

10 May 2012 - Criminal Law
14 May 2012 - Public Law
16 May 2012 - Common Law Reasoning and Institutions
22 May 2012 - Elements of the Law of Contract

Wish me luck!

in the state of...

... distress!!

my work load keep piling up on my desk... quotation to get from suppliers, attend school fairs, exhibition, calling etc...

not ONLY that,

my study stress is also compiling in my head! exam coming soon and i still haven't do any revision..

die, die me!

now only 2 choice left,

do OR die!

Aloha 2012

Welcoming the year 2012 with open arms of mine! May this year bring a brand new adventure & experience & life for me~! :)

This year i won't put any resolutions that i have or need to achieve. Cause, i'll embrace all the challenges that come forward bravely. No more hiding, escaping or just don't care attitude will be avoided by me. *hopefully*

Not much to write on the first post of the year 2012.

Wished everyone a success in life, career, love & study~!