End of 2010

A year has past just like that~!

Looking back, i should say its a blessed, happy and a good year. Though there is some glitches at times thoughout the year.

Overall, i no longer hover over the past and move on to the next chapter of my life!

=)

GOODBYE 2010~~!!

juz 2 listen

至少還有你 - 林憶蓮 (Zhi Shao Hai You Ni - Sandy Lam)

我怕來不及　我要抱著你

wo pa lai bu ji wo yao bao zhe ni

I'm afraid there's not enough time, I want to hold you

直到感覺你的皺紋　有了歲月的痕跡

zhi dao gan jue ni de zhou wen you le sui yue de hen ji

Until I feel your wrinkles, Have signs of aging

直到肯定你是真的　直到失去力氣

zhi dao ken ding ni shi zhen de zhi dao shi qu li qi

Until confirming that you're for real, Until I lose power

為了你　我願意

wei le ni wo yuan yi

For you, I'm willing

動也不能動　也要看著你

dong ye bu neng dong ye yao kan zhe ni

I have to watch you even if I can't move

直到感覺你的髮線　有了白雪的痕跡

zhi dao gan jue ni de fa xian you le bai xue de hen ji

Until I feel that your hairline, Have hints of snow white colour

直到視線變得模糊　直到不能呼吸

zhi dao shi xiang bian de mo hu zhi dao bu neng hu xi

Until my eyesight becomes blurry, until I can't breathe

讓我們　形影不離

rang wo men xing ying bu li

Let us never part

如果　全世界我也可以放棄

ru guo quan shi jie wo ye ke yi fang qi

If I can give up the whole world

至少還有你　值得我去珍惜

zhi shao hai you ni zhi de wo qu zhen xi

At least there is still you for me to treasure

而你在這裡　就是生命的奇蹟

er ni zai zhe li jiu shi sheng ming de qi ji

And having you are here That is the miracle of life

也許　全世界我也可以忘記

ye xu quan shi jie wo ye ke yi wang ji

Maybe I can forget the whole world

就是不願意　失去你的消息

jiu shi bu yuan yi shi qu ni de xiao xi

But I wont be willing to lose news about you

你掌心的痣　我總記得在那裡

ni zhang xin de zhi wo zong ji de zai na li

The mole on your palm, I always remember it's there

我怕來不及　我要抱著你

wo pa lai bu ji wo yao bao zhe ni

I'm afraid that I won't have enough time, I want to hold you

直到感覺你的髮線　有了白雪的痕跡

zhi dao gan jue ni de fa xian you le bai xue de hen ji

Until I feel your hairline have hints of snow white colour

直到視線變得模糊　直到不能呼吸

zhi dao shi xiang bian de mo hu zhi dao bu neng hu xi

Until my eyesight becomes blurry, until I can't breathe

讓我們　形影不離

rang wo men xing yin bu li

Let us never part

如果　全世界我也可以放棄

ru guo quan shi jie wo ye ke yi fang qi

If I can give up the whole world

至少還有你　值得我去珍惜

zhi shao hai you ni zhi de wo qu zhen xi

At least there is still you for me to treasure

而你在這裡　就是生命的奇蹟

er ni zai zhe li jiu shi sheng ming de qi ji

And you are here that is the miracle of life

也許　全世界我也可以忘記

ye xu quan shi jie wo ye ke yi wang ji

Maybe I can forget the whole world

就是不願意　失去你的消息

jiu shi bu yuan yi shi qu ni de xiao xi

But I won't be willing to lose news about you

你掌心的痣　我總記得在那裡

ni zhang xin de zhi wo zong ji de zai na li

The mole on your palm I always remember it is there

我們好不容易　我們身不由己

wo men hao bu rong yi wo men shen bu you ji

It's not easy for us, we can't help it

我怕時間太快　不夠將你看仔細

wo pa shi jian tai kuai bu gou jiang ni kan zi xi

I'm afraid time will pass too quickly, not enough time to see you clearly enough

我怕時間太慢　日夜擔心失去你

wo pa shi jian tai man ri ye dan xin shi qu ni

I'm afraid time will pass too slowly, always worried that I'll lose you

恨不得一夜之間白頭　永不分離

hen bu de yi ye zhi jian bai tou yong bu fen li

Rather have white hair overnight, that way we'll never part

如果　全世界我也可以放棄

ru guo quan shi jie wo ye ke yi fang qi

If I can give up the whole world

至少還有你　值得我去珍惜

zhi shao hai you ni zhi de wo qu zhen xi

At least there is still you for me to treasure

而你在這裡　就是生命的奇蹟

er ni zai zhe li jiu shi sheng ming de qi ji

And you are here, that is the miracle of life

也許　全世界我也可以忘記

ye xu quan shi jie wo ye ke yi wang ji

Maybe I can forget the whole world

就是不願意　失去你的消息

jiu shi bu yuan yi shi qu ni de xiao xi

But I won't be willing to lose news about you

你掌心的痣　我總記得在那裡

ni zhang xin de zhi wo zong ji de zai na li

The mole on your palm I always remember it is there

在那裡

zai na li

Where is it?

tao hua

heard from a friend that this year those born under ox will encounter tao hua. i think its quite true. for me personally, i got two tao hua this year. one is from early this year and the other is mid of this year.

since i got two tao hua, u might ask which of the two tao hua i will choose. the outcome is that, both i also not choose. WHY?

cause i'm afraid to start a relationship and maybe in the end get hurt? i know i shouldn't have this kind of thinking. and u may feel i'm such a coward. but still this feeling of fear is there.

well, i suppose i can start learn to conquer the fear now and see what the future it may hold for me. perhaps a good one? who knows.

too bad for me to realised now as the two tao hua are no longer available as both has found their special someone.

i feel happy for them having to found someone they love and love them back. and of course i feel glad to have them as my tao hua though i'm not their special someone.

before i end, i just wanna say, FRIENDS FOREVER~~!!

feeling emotional today :(

One Republic - Secrets

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Sending it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no familyI cant blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything

[CHORUS x2]

All my secrets away (x2)