Monday 13 December 2010

tao hua

heard from a friend that this year those born under ox will encounter tao hua. i think its quite true. for me personally, i got two tao hua this year. one is from early this year and the other is mid of this year.

since i got two tao hua, u might ask which of the two tao hua i will choose. the outcome is that, both i also not choose. WHY?

cause i'm afraid to start a relationship and maybe in the end get hurt? i know i shouldn't have this kind of thinking. and u may feel i'm such a coward. but still this feeling of fear is there.

well, i suppose i can start learn to conquer the fear now and see what the future it may hold for me. perhaps a good one? who knows.

too bad for me to realised now as the two tao hua are no longer available as both has found their special someone.

i feel happy for them having to found someone they love and love them back. and of course i feel glad to have them as my tao hua though i'm not their special someone.

before i end, i just wanna say, FRIENDS FOREVER~~!!

1 comment:

Alyssa Ng said...

if you think you are ready (and not because of loneliness) for a relationship, then go for it. your heart will know that you are ready once you found the right one! chin up! i'll be back into your life again soon! :D