I think its time for me to let go of the past. And look for the future path that I want to be. Master has taken a portion of my life beside working full time. Looking forward to start my life freshly starting next year.
Hoping the grass will be greener on the other side.
Time is like a thief, It has taken away some of my precious memo. But when I take stock of the losses in anxiety, I see you there, right there, intact. Consciously striving to improve life and dare to dream...
Monday, 25 November 2013
Wednesday, 21 August 2013
Haywire
Lots of things happen recently. What I thought will be my future path way is dashed. Now I really don't know what to do. Should I find another path or stick with the current path and see how things go?
Work and study really has zig zag each other and crumble into a knot ball that so hard to loose it. Should I give up? I really don't have the answer. All I know is everything is so freaking out of my control.
Maybe I should have not day dream so early before things really happen. Like people say, "Don't count the chickens before they hatch."
Not in the good mood..
Work and study really has zig zag each other and crumble into a knot ball that so hard to loose it. Should I give up? I really don't have the answer. All I know is everything is so freaking out of my control.
Maybe I should have not day dream so early before things really happen. Like people say, "Don't count the chickens before they hatch."
Not in the good mood..
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Personal
Friday, 28 June 2013
Coming soon
My master is on the way... Finally gave in to continue my postgrad after indecision for some time. Gonna back to class and study and research in coming Sept 2013. *feeling anxious*
Work been pretty good for now though there is some rough time working like a mad cow when projects been dump to you for your treasure / trash collection. *wink*
As for life, it is unpredictable. Sometimes go out with friends and colleagues and the other time, just prefer staying at home lazying around. *chuckle*
In the mean time of everything sailing smoothly, some fun will be good to add in. Can't wait for my trip to go Langkawi coming July. *smile*
That's it for now. Bye. *wave*
Work been pretty good for now though there is some rough time working like a mad cow when projects been dump to you for your treasure / trash collection. *wink*
As for life, it is unpredictable. Sometimes go out with friends and colleagues and the other time, just prefer staying at home lazying around. *chuckle*
In the mean time of everything sailing smoothly, some fun will be good to add in. Can't wait for my trip to go Langkawi coming July. *smile*
That's it for now. Bye. *wave*
FootNote:
Randomization
Monday, 6 May 2013
The Next Page of Me
English Translation:
Are you going to start bothering me on this issue?
Perhaps it is possible to think too much
Unfortunately, some dreams do not go well
I'm afraid you are a little lonely and sorrowful right?
I have set aside opening this page and no time to think of the past
My feelings will be afraid if I asked myself those words
Thank you for giving me the sky and tomorrow to learn how to stand alone
Standing on an unknown ground you take a deep breath and bravely watch me
I'm not afraid of the very huge dark night sky like saying I cannot cry
Where will the next page of me go? How much courage should I have?
All the trials and hardships within the dreams I'm indeed not afraid of my test
The next page of me hopes to have a beautiful tomorrow
So this time I'll leave the past because I look to come into sight
What do you worry? Go, ok? Love makes a person cry I'm really sorry
My heart holds the memories of the past
Allow me no matter how tough it is I'm willing to work hard
Wind blowing in my ears let me hear the news
In this journey, I observed that love is oxygen that made me more and more certain
My feelings will be afraid if I asked myself those words
Thank you for giving me the sky and tomorrow to learn how to stand alone
Standing on an unknown ground you take a deep breath and bravely watch me
I'm not afraid of the very huge dark night sky like saying I cannot cry
Where will the next page of me go? How much courage should I have?
All the trials and hardships within the dreams I'm indeed not afraid of my test
The next page of me hopes to have a beautiful tomorrow
So this time I'll leave the past because I look to come into sight
The allegory hidden in my feelings believes in moving ahead
My way, I'll surely let it go towards happiness
Forget those who gave up the dream that perhaps one ten thousandth
No need to speak, I'm still me, arranging on how to not cry even if lonely
Look, the heavy rain is also not conceding
Please let me learn how to grow
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Video
Thursday, 14 March 2013
At Crossroad
Received a phone call from a property company asking me to go for 2nd interview. Should i go? Before making any decision, perhaps i should tell why i'm at crossroad..
The 1st interview happened like 10 months ago when i'm still looking for work at the time. The 1st interview went ok but no news after that. But why now? Must be something fishy.
Sigh.. Should i give a 2nd chance for the interview? And give up current job?
Decision... Decision...
The 1st interview happened like 10 months ago when i'm still looking for work at the time. The 1st interview went ok but no news after that. But why now? Must be something fishy.
Sigh.. Should i give a 2nd chance for the interview? And give up current job?
Decision... Decision...
Thursday, 14 February 2013
HappY ValenTine's DaY~!
Wish all my friends whether single, in relationship or married, may you all have a blessed and romantic day.
"Even though we don't get to be with each other
as much as we'd like...
I wanted to let you know
In the morning...
in the night...
U are on my mind...
24 x 7~!"
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY~!
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Greeting
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