Totally New

I quit my old job and start a new one early mid Jan this year. New year new work. Totally new industry too i.e. logistic. No single background or knowledge. Hoping the grass will be greener and I will last long... *finger crossed*

 

My cubicle

Year 2014

Happy New Year 2014!

Let It Go

I think its time for me to let go of the past. And look for the future path that I want to be. Master has taken a portion of my life beside working full time. Looking forward to start my life freshly starting next year.

Hoping the grass will be greener on the other side.

Haywire

Lots of things happen recently. What I thought will be my future path way is dashed. Now I really don't know what to do. Should I find another path or stick with the current path and see how things go?

Work and study really has zig zag each other and crumble into a knot ball that so hard to loose it. Should I give up? I really don't have the answer. All I know is everything is so freaking out of my control.

Maybe I should have not day dream so early before things really happen. Like people say, "Don't count the chickens before they hatch."

Not in the good mood..

Coming soon

My master is on the way... Finally gave in to continue my postgrad after indecision for some time. Gonna back to class and study and research in coming Sept 2013. *feeling anxious*

Work been pretty good for now though there is some rough time working like a mad cow when projects been dump to you for your treasure / trash collection. *wink* 

As for life, it is unpredictable. Sometimes go out with friends and colleagues and the other time, just prefer staying at home lazying around. *chuckle*

In the mean time of everything sailing smoothly, some fun will be good to add in. Can't wait for my trip to go Langkawi coming July. *smile*

That's it for now. Bye. *wave*

The Next Page of Me

English Translation:

Are you going to start bothering me on this issue?

Perhaps it is possible to think too much

Unfortunately, some dreams do not go well

I'm afraid you are a little lonely and sorrowful right?

I have set aside opening this page and no time to think of the past


My feelings will be afraid if I asked myself those words

Thank you for giving me the sky and tomorrow to learn how to stand alone

Standing on an unknown ground you take a deep breath and bravely watch me

I'm not afraid of the very huge dark night sky like saying I cannot cry

Where will the next page of me go? How much courage should I have?

All the trials and hardships within the dreams I'm indeed not afraid of my test

The next page of me hopes to have a beautiful tomorrow

So this time I'll leave the past because I look to come into sight


What do you worry? Go, ok? Love makes a person cry I'm really sorry

My heart holds the memories of the past

Allow me no matter how tough it is I'm willing to work hard

Wind blowing in my ears let me hear the news

In this journey, I observed that love is oxygen that made me more and more certain


My feelings will be afraid if I asked myself those words

Thank you for giving me the sky and tomorrow to learn how to stand alone

Standing on an unknown ground you take a deep breath and bravely watch me

I'm not afraid of the very huge dark night sky like saying I cannot cry

Where will the next page of me go? How much courage should I have?

All the trials and hardships within the dreams I'm indeed not afraid of my test

The next page of me hopes to have a beautiful tomorrow

So this time I'll leave the past because I look to come into sight


The allegory hidden in my feelings believes in moving ahead

My way, I'll surely let it go towards happiness

Forget those who gave up the dream that perhaps one ten thousandth

No need to speak, I'm still me, arranging on how to not cry even if lonely

Look, the heavy rain is also not conceding

Please let me learn how to grow