Tough

my work is getting tougher day to day... more target need to achieved and more roadshow have to participate to get the target.

will i hang in there for long? i wonder...

Don't matter

It don't matter i'm currently working or searching for new job, i'm confirmed to continue my study that I have left abandoned for years..

Why now?

To earned back my pride and to prove that I actually can do it to those that looked down on me when I'm in the state of devastation.

Actually, its more on my ego side.. I can't let go of the truth and hurts I went through that time. The failure does not only hurt me deeply but also to my family eventhough they didnt say it or show it.

I really thanked them for keep on encouraging me to begin afresh and get up from the fall for the past years.. There is nothing more than I can say except I appreciate their encouragement and concerned. Thank you dad, mum and sis! Love you all very much!

When the heart speaks..

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If we were to go through our life without any obstacles, we would be crippled. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. Give every opportunity a chance, leave no room for regrets.

Should i?

feel like changing job...

i know, i know... i shouldn't change as i just start work in this college...

BUT,

there is always a but,

i quite hate the job though i act tough and cool about it in the office...

really in DOUBT!

SHOULD I? SHOULD I NOT?

any opinion?

Lost in touch

with my own blog ever since i start working... busy with works and also personal life.... the best part is i have finished my thesis and now i can fully concentrate on other things that been long overdue on my waiting list.... today is cheng beng, as usual tradition, me and family have to wake up early to go cemetery to pray my ancestors... luckily its not raining like past few days... feel so tired.. having nap will do me good... before i chao, i did some cleaning on my blog friends list. reason: not active or have closed the blog account.

My Thesis

After all the hard work! XD