Surprise

My collegues threw a small surprise for me today! Have a great time in the office. :)

Apart from that, I would also like to thanks my families and friends for the warm wishes! I feel so blessed!

Oh...

yeah, i can say i'm officially finish my degree. My thesis result is out and i passed! *Hurray* Now i only need to wait for my convocation. :)

no, bad news. All of the marketing department including me get a lecture from the top management in the meeting just now. Summary from the meeting, if we can't get in more numbers, we all gonna be gone case.

No performance = more lecture/extend probation/sacked

*GOD, please give me more strength to overcome all obstacles*

Tough

my work is getting tougher day to day... more target need to achieved and more roadshow have to participate to get the target.

will i hang in there for long? i wonder...

Don't matter

It don't matter i'm currently working or searching for new job, i'm confirmed to continue my study that I have left abandoned for years..

Why now?

To earned back my pride and to prove that I actually can do it to those that looked down on me when I'm in the state of devastation.

Actually, its more on my ego side.. I can't let go of the truth and hurts I went through that time. The failure does not only hurt me deeply but also to my family eventhough they didnt say it or show it.

I really thanked them for keep on encouraging me to begin afresh and get up from the fall for the past years.. There is nothing more than I can say except I appreciate their encouragement and concerned. Thank you dad, mum and sis! Love you all very much!

When the heart speaks..

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If we were to go through our life without any obstacles, we would be crippled. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. Give every opportunity a chance, leave no room for regrets.

Should i?

feel like changing job...

i know, i know... i shouldn't change as i just start work in this college...

BUT,

there is always a but,

i quite hate the job though i act tough and cool about it in the office...

really in DOUBT!

SHOULD I? SHOULD I NOT?

any opinion?