Time is like a thief, It has taken away some of my precious memo. But when I take stock of the losses in anxiety, I see you there, right there, intact. Consciously striving to improve life and dare to dream...
Friday, 31 December 2010
End of 2010
Monday, 13 December 2010
juz 2 listen
tao hua
since i got two tao hua, u might ask which of the two tao hua i will choose. the outcome is that, both i also not choose. WHY?
cause i'm afraid to start a relationship and maybe in the end get hurt? i know i shouldn't have this kind of thinking. and u may feel i'm such a coward. but still this feeling of fear is there.
well, i suppose i can start learn to conquer the fear now and see what the future it may hold for me. perhaps a good one? who knows.
too bad for me to realised now as the two tao hua are no longer available as both has found their special someone.
i feel happy for them having to found someone they love and love them back. and of course i feel glad to have them as my tao hua though i'm not their special someone.
before i end, i just wanna say, FRIENDS FOREVER~~!!
Monday, 6 December 2010
feeling emotional today :(
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess
Till all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so
[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away
My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Sending it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so
Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no familyI cant blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything
[CHORUS x2]
All my secrets away (x2)
Saturday, 27 November 2010
Will I Get Thru?
can i get thru this year (in one and a half month) time with happiness and relief? i also not sure. but i hope at least i can get one out of the two...
i'm kinda tired with my current life. wanna try new things for once. perhaps it can change my life. and maybe my destiny. i just have to hope for the best..
before i pen-off wanna share a little poem just for thought:
I see him everyday
I listen to his jokes
I hear his deep voice
He makes me smile
He listens when I speak
He's the best thing that ever happened to me
...And it hurts me because I can't tell him.
Monday, 15 November 2010
My life...
Tuesday, 26 October 2010
Learn from yesterday, Live for today, Hope for tomorrow..
1. Pray
2. Go to bed on time.
3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.
4. Say No to projects that won't fit into your time schedule or that will compromise your mental health.
5. Delegate tasks to capable others.
6. Simplify and unclutter your life.
7. Less is more. (Although one is often not enough, two are often too many)
8. Allow extra time to do things and to get to places.
9. Pace yourself. Spread out big changes and difficult projects over time; don't lump the hard things all together.
10. Take one day at a time.
11. Separate worries from concerns . If a situation is a concern, find out what God would have you do and let go of the anxiety... If you can't do anything about a situation, forget it.
12. Live within your budget; don't use credit cards for ordinary purchases.
13. Have backups; an extra car key in your wallet, an extra house key buried in the garden, extra stamps, etc.
14. K.M.S. (Keep Mouth Shut). This single piece of advice can prevent an enormous amount of trouble.
15. Do something for the Kid in You everyday.
16. Carry a Book with you to read while waiting in line.
17. Get enough rest.
18. Eat right.
19 Get organized so everything has its place.
20. Listen to a tape while driving that can help improve your quality of life.
21. Write down thoughts and inspirations.
22. Every day, find time to be alone.
23. Having problems? Talk to God on the spot. Try to nip small problems in the bud. Don't wait until it's time to go to bed to try and pray.
24. Make friends with Godly people.
25. Keep a folder of favorite scriptures on hand.
26. Remember that the shortest bridge between despair and hope is often a good 'Thank you'
27. Laugh.
28. Laugh some more!
29. Take your work seriously, but not yourself at all.
30. Develop a forgiving attitude (most people are doing the best they can)
31. Be kind to unkind people (they probably need it the most)
32. Sit on your ego.
33 Talk less; listen more.
34. Slow down.
35. Remind yourself that you are not the general manager of the universe.
36 Every night before bed, think of one thing you're grateful for that you've never been grateful for before. GOD HAS A WAY OF TURNING THINGS AROUND FOR YOU.
Thursday, 14 October 2010
Relaxation...
Synopsis: She was only 17 years old when she was brutally murdered. And a trial by media led her suspected killer to commit suicide. Now, her twin sister wants to find out the truth. But the truth maybe uglier and deadlier than anyone can handle.
Genre:Suspense, thriller, mystery
Opening theme song: Kou Dai De Tian Kong by Angela Zhang
Ending theme song: Yin Xing De Chi Bang by Angela Zhang
Sunday, 3 October 2010
Upcoming Event
Saturday, 11 September 2010
19 signs that you're in love
So you’ve met someone new, and you’ve fallen head over hook, line and sinker for them. You can’t finish “hello” before ripping their clothes off. Your cheeks are so pink they’re visible from space.
It must be love! Or is it? If you recognise more than a few of these signs, chances are it’s the real thing – and you may just be in it for the long haul.
1. You chuck out your old relationship souvenirs
For years, you hoarded ticket stubs from concerts and days out with your ex. Then you fall in love, and suddenly all these souvenirs are just tat that’s cluttering up your space. So, if nothing else, falling in love makes you more tidy.
2. Your ex announces their engagement, and you don’t care
What’s more, you fail to understand what you ever saw in them. And as for sleeping with them... what were you thinking?
3. You’re no longer shy around your former crush
You used to be a quivering wreck when your office’s payroll assistant entered the room. These days, you barely notice them.
When you’re in love, your partner becomes infinitely more attractive than any other person on the planet. Yes, even Cheryl Cole.
4. You aren’t put off by physical imperfections
Lust is far more fragile than love. Here’s an example. If your lust-object arrives for a date with a big green crusty lump sticking out of their nose, your attraction will disappear in an instant.
But if you’re falling in love, you won’t be put off. You’ll feel protective. You’ll rub your nose and hope that they mirror you… and hey presto, problem solved. Ain’t love grand?
5. You show them where you grew up
It may seem an odd choice of weekend adventure, but love means wanting to show them where you’re from. “That’s my old school, that’s where I had my paper round, that’s where I puked up my dad’s home-brew…”
6. You tell them your plans – big and small
Whether it’s babbling about your world-travel dreams or asking them to help make the shopping list, you include your lover in your plans because they’re part of your life.
7. You wonder where “we” should go on holiday
Even if it means compromising your idea of the perfect holiday or putting up with their mum’s brussels sprouts.
8. You’re thrilled by a joint invite to a family wedding
Partly because you’re happy that family and friends treat you two as a unit. And partly because you want your wingman beside you when the boredom sets in at 10pm in the church hall.
9. You show them off
When you’re falling for someone, you want to include them in your social life and show them off to your friends. However…
10. You’re happy doing nothing together
Ultimately it’s not about being a couple on a social stage, but just about being two people together. Just going for a walk together sounds like the perfect afternoon.
11. You join their photography class
You want to know what make your lover tick – and you want them to see that you’re showing an interest.
12. You ring them to moan about work
When they’re the first person you want to talk to about what a class-A berk the boss is today, it’s because you think they’re a keeper. (Your lover, not the boss.)
13. You take their kids out for lunch
If your other half has children from a previous partner, your relationship with the kids is a barometer of your future as a couple. And if you’re in love, you’ll try your hardest to get along with them.
Try not to let it stress you out. If you and the kids can be relaxed in each other’s company, you’re onto a long-term winner.
14. You aren’t afraid to argue
Couples don’t agree all the time. If you’re in lust, you don’t care about standing up for yourself – it’s more trouble than it’s worth.
But when you’re in love, you want to put your point across. Speaking up shows that you’re secure enough to question what your lover says or does.
However…
15. You feel terrible when you argue
You wouldn’t be half as upset about a row with anyone else. Here’s why…
16. You care more about their happiness than your own
You feel bad when your other half isn’t happy, so arguments are a double whammy of emotional trauma.
On the bright side, it shows that you’re really in love. You’re no longer looking after number one all the time. Instead, you want your partner to be OK.
17. You don’t mind saving if you're usually a spend-thrift
Our money habits are deeply entrenched, but love motivates you to make an exception.
For example, if you’ve spent your adult life being unwilling to save up for anything dearer than a haircut, love could suddenly make you want to save a deposit on a flat.
Likewise…
18. You don’t mind splashing out if you're usually frugal
If you’re suddenly willing to splash out on a luxury holiday together, it shows how important they are to you.
But it’s not about changing the real you. If you’re usually more comfortable being a saver, love won’t change that. It just means you’re less rigid about it. Which brings us to…
19. You risk being yourself
Of all the love-signs on this list, this is the big cheese.
When you’re infatuated or in lust with someone, you edit yourself to fit what you think they want. You might dress to suit them, or hide the fact that you don’t have much in common with their friends.
But when you’re in love with someone, you want your other half to know and like the person you really are.
It’s a risk, of course. Certain incompatibilities may come to the fore. But you know that you can’t be happy for long if you’re faking it.
This isn’t an excuse to be stubborn or tactless. “Being yourself” does not mean sticking rigidly to habits, or telling your lover that their CD collection is crap. A bit of flexibility works wonders.
Sunday, 5 September 2010
Little Shopping
Nails polish RM3.50
Top RM10.00
Jacket RM29.90
Wednesday, 1 September 2010
Hapi Happy Hapy
More Songs To listen...
Justin Bieber ft Sean Kingston - Eenie Meenie
Owl City - Fireflies
Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me
Black Eyed Peas - Meet Me Halfway
Friday, 27 August 2010
Itazura na Kiss
Itazura na Kiss tells the love story of Kotoko and Naoki from their days as high school students to their marriage. The story continues after the marriage as they continue to grow as a couple. The story starts with Kotoko finally building up the courage to confess to Naoki Irie by giving him a love letter but was rejected in front of everybody. After that humiliating moment, she decided to give up on her love for Naoki. That same day, the Aihara's newly-built home was destroyed during a mild earthquake due to poor construction. They ended up staying in the Irie household thus starting the development of their relationship.
This anime is exactly is the same as the Taiwan drama "It started with a kiss" ^_^
After an earthquake destroyed Xiang Qin's house, she and her father moved in with the family of her father's college buddy, Uncle Ah Li. To her surprise, the kind and amicable aunt and uncle are the parents of her cold and distant schoolmate Jiang Zhi Shu, a genius with an IQ of 200 whom not too long ago rejected her endless crush on him. Will the close proximity give her a second chance to win Zhi Shu's heart? Or, will her love for him end under his cold words? What happens when there is competition for his heart?
Monday, 23 August 2010
P.S. Man
Title: 偷心大聖 P.S. 男 / Tou Xin Da Sheng P.S. Nan
Synopsis: After the famous author Xia He Jie crashed the movie premiere that supermodel Amanda attended, he was sentenced to 158 hours of community service at a kindergarten. And thus, it began the most hellish 158 hours of his life. There he met Ma Xiao Qian, a teacher who not only didn't fall for his charming personality like the rest of the female population, she made him suffer for every minute of his community service. What he didn't know was that Xiao Qian was a former neighbor who he had bullied relentlessly as a child. Now, she is bent on revenging for the miserable childhood that she endured under his tyrannical reign.
Cast:
Lan Cheng Long as Xia He Jie 夏和杰
Sonia Sui as Ma Xiao Qian 馬小茜
Wen Sheng Hao as Meng Cheng En 孟成恩
Bianca Bai as Amanda
George Zhang as Da Mao 大貿
Zhong Xin Ling as Mary
Zhao Zi Qiang (趙自強) as Xia He Ping 夏和平
Chen Mu Yi as An Da 安達
Xiao Xiao Bin as Xiao Tuo Luo 小陀螺
Opening theme song: Wo Shi Shei (我是誰) Who Am I by Magic Power
Ending theme song: Wo Men Mei You Zai Yi Qi (我們沒有在一起) We Are Not Together by Rene Liu
Friday, 13 August 2010
Luck Needed
1) while doing my assignment.
2) thesis propsal is rejected. Ended up have to resubmit another one.
Sigh~~~
Friday, 6 August 2010
Month of August
I know i have not been blogging for awhile...
And i dont have anything in mind what to blog also...
Currently busy with assignment, study, work and some other personal matters to attend...
I'll be back maybe end of the month...
Till then, take care!
=)
Thursday, 15 July 2010
Final: Thesis
In thesis, students will learn how to develop practical knowledge and skills to understand the ways in which systematic research can be conducted to describe, explain and predict phenomena
of interest pertaining to business.
Tuesday, 13 July 2010
Prince + Princess 2
Title: 王子看見二公主 / Wang Zi Kan Jian Er Gong Zhu
Synopsis
The second princess refers to the second sibling among three sisters. Being stuck in the middle, she's not adored by her dad nor loved by her mom. This is a cause to her weird personality where she tends to feel inferior to others and yet puts up a very tough and strong personality in front of others. Things start to change when she falls in love with a wealthy man, Ning Huan Yu. He is a rich man who is often pranked because of his innocence and obliviousness towards things.
Opening theme song: Wo De Ai Diao Dian Di by Rainie Yang
Ending theme song: Ke Bu Ke Yi Ai Wo (可不可以愛我) Can You Love Me by Afalean Lu
Other songs:
Xing Fu De Jie Pai (幸福的節拍) The Rhythm of Bliss by Rainie Yang
Zai Ni Huai Li De Wei Xiao (在你懷裡的微笑) The Smile in Your Bosom by Rainie Yang
Ai Le Cai Dong (愛了才懂) Understanding After Loving by Yida Huang
Na Tian (那天) That Day by Shadya Lan You Shi
Lei Dun Doh (彌敦道) Nathan Road by Ken Hung
Friday, 9 July 2010
Term 6: Quality Management
~ Leadership
~ Involvement of people
~ Process approach
~ System approach to management
~ Continual improvement
~ Factual approach to decision making
~ Mutually beneficial supplier relationships
Thursday, 8 July 2010
Bit and Pieces
Saturday, 19 June 2010
Recent Songs That I listen To
SHERO - S.H.E
我愛雨夜花 - S.H.E
爱的奇迹 Ai De Qi Ji (Miracle Of Love) - Dong Yu Zhe
Man Man - Wang Zheng Liang & Liang Wen Yin
Tuesday, 25 May 2010
Canon Digital IXUS 110 IS
Product Features
Canon IXUS110 IS Digital Camera
12.1 Megapixel Camera, 4.0x Optical Zoom, Optical IS and 28mm Wide-Angle Zoom Lens
Wide-aspect 2.8-inch PureColor LCD II, and Widescreen HD Movies (720p)
Smart Auto Mode with Scene Detection Technology
Combats Blur with ISO Auto, Motion Detection Technology and IS
Face Detection Technology, Face Self-Timer, Auto Red-Eye Correction and Blink Detection
Item Weight: 146 g
Batteries: 1 Lithium ion batteries
Technical Details
Lens Focal Length: 5.9 – 17.9 mm (35mm equivalent: 33 – 100mm)
Zoom: Optical 3x. Digital approx. 4x (with Digital Tele-Converter approx. 1.5x or 2.0x and Safety Zoom).
Combined approx. 12xMaximum f/number: f/3.2 – f/5.8
Focusing - AF System/ Points: AiAF (Face Detection / 9-point), 1-point AF (fixed to centre)
Exposure Control - Metering modes: Evaluative (linked to Face Detection AF frame), Centre-weighted average, Spot (centre)
White Balance - Settings: Auto (including Face Detection WB), Daylight, Cloudy, Tungsten, Fluorescent, Fluorescent H, Custom
Red-Eye Reduction: yes
Shooting Modes: Auto, P, Portrait, Night Snapshot, Kids & Pets, Indoor, Sunset, Fireworks, Long Shutter, Beach, Underwater, Aquarium, Foliage, Snow, ISO 3200, Digital Macro, Color Accent, Color Swap, Stitch Assist, Movie
Photo Effects: My Colors (My Colors Off, Vivid, Neutral, Sepia, Black & White, Positive Film, Lighter Skin Tone, Darker Skin Tone, Vivid Blue, Vivid Green, Vivid Red, Custom Color)
Red-Eye Correction: yes
Memory Card type: SD, SDHC, MMC, MMCplus, HC MMCplus
Battery life Approx. 210 shots, Approx. 300 min. playback
Dimensions (WxHxD, excl. protrusions) 87.0 x 54.5 x 18.4mm
Monday, 17 May 2010
Thursday, 13 May 2010
Term 5: Business Ethics
Tuesday, 11 May 2010
One Day At A Time
Saturday, 1 May 2010
Friday, 9 April 2010
Sleepless
wonder why?
Besides, i'm having a headache too while trying to complete my assignment. dateline: 18/4/10.
Sigh...
Oh GOD, please give me a direction....
Saturday, 3 April 2010
New Handphone
General
2G Network - GSM 850 / 900 / 1800 / 1900
3G Network - HSDPA 900 / 2100
Announced - 2009, May
Status - Available. Released 2009, July
Size
Dimensions - 112 x 46 x 12.6 mm
Weight - 83 g
Display
Type - TFT, 16M colors
Size - 240 x 320 pixels, 2.2 inches
Sound
Alert types - Vibration; Downloadable polyphonic, MP3 ringtones
Speakerphone - Yes
- 2.5 mm audio jack
Memory
Phonebook - Practically unlimited entries and fields, Photocall
Call records - Detailed, max 30 days
Internal - 48 MB
Card slot - microSD, up to 16GB, 1GB included
Data
GPRS - Class 32
EDGE - Class 32, 296 / 178.8 kbits
3G - HSDPA, 10.2Mbps; HSUPA, 2Mbps
WLAN - No
Bluetooth - Yes, v2.0 with A2DP
Infrared port - No
USB - Yes, v2.0 microUSB
Camera
Primary - 3.15 MP, 2048x1536 pixels, enhanced fixed focus
Video - Yes, VGA@15fps
Secondary - VGA videocall camera
Features
OS - Symbian OS, S60 rel. 3.2
CPU - ARM 11 600 MHz processor
Messaging - SMS, MMS, Email
Browser - WAP 2.0/xHTML, HTML
Radio - Stereo FM radio with RDS
Games - Yes + downloadable
Colors - Yes
GPS - Yes, with A-GPS support; Nokia Maps
Java - Yes, MIDP 2.1
- WMV/MP4/H.263/H.264 player- MP3/WMA/WAV/AAC+ player- Document viewer-
Oganizer- Photo editor- Flash Lite 3.0- Voice memo- T9
Battery
Standard battery, Li-Ion 1050 mAh (BL-5CT)
Stand-by - Up to 500 h (2G) / Up to 500 h (3G)
Talk time - Up to 10 h (2G) / Up to 4 h 30 min (3G)
Music play - Up to 28 h
Thursday, 1 April 2010
Sunday, 21 March 2010
Night Cruising
Some of the inner layout and decorations
Entertainment for the whole night long.
Good morning and hope you have an enjoyable night last night.
Saturday, 13 March 2010
Term 4: Strategic Management
Wednesday, 17 February 2010
CNY 2010
Though it do sound pathetic, i do have some great time taking pictures.
Thursday, 4 February 2010
Somebody said at some time:
LOVE as if nobody ever made you suffer.
DANCE as if nobody is watching you.
SING as if nobody is hearing you.
LIVE as if the Paradise were on this Earth.
Wednesday, 3 February 2010
Tuesday, 26 January 2010
The Climb
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith