Grumpy

so mang chang now....

stuck in assignment intro still while the submission is in two weeks!

ArGhhh!!!!

the weather is getting hotter this days till my brain can't think...

what the HECK!!

i need to stop panicking and drink more cold water to cool down...

hate the feel of it!

=(

Monday Blues

Operation management assignment haven't start.

Lots of paper work to do.

Not enough sleep.

Feel so emo till dowan do anything!

Seeing Birds

I'm seeing little birds circling on top of my head while study for management accounting! I wanna just sit and cry! Its so difficult to understand!! *_* Will I survive until the day of submission of assignment and exam?

Double Impact

The death of my beloved father is sad enough for our family to accept and yet came another impact on Monday (20/7/09) for us when we reach the shop. It was break in. We don't know the exact time of the break in. It happened when I went upstairs to put some stuff, the room is already in a mess.

I was shock when I open the room door. At first I thought it was my imagination but after few seconds, it was not! I quickly tell my mum and report to the police. Most of the valuables were taken.

What a tragedy! Curse that damn bloody thief!

Project

Knowing i can delay my project till August is a good news. But this good news did not come with a good timing.

My co-ordinator is resigning next week! WTH! If she leaving, who is going to check my project before submission?

So headache. The solution for this is I must finish drafting the project by the latest next Wednesday. Sigh.. It's crazy....

feelings for the day

feel so headache, crazy and frustrated all at the same time!

the management principles assignment seem to affect much of my brain!!

it's so difficult to do compare to my previous assignments!!!

no proper structure and guidance is given by the lecturer makes it even worst!!!!

arghhhh!!!!!

hours later...

feelings is still the same!

still stuck with the same assignment!!

feel like committing crime to release the stress!!!

Fed Up

Really fed up with the internet connection!!! or should i say there is something wrong with my laptop too???

My laptop is acting a bit weird lately and the start up is getting slower too.... What should i do?? Should i reformat?? Any idea anyone??

Darkness

Chinese New Year is coming and my life today is in total darkness. All of this is due to TNB act of repairing the cable. Wild guess is cutting the cost of electricity. 7 hours and 15 minutes all together! How to survive?

No notice is given out to inform us about the electric-less and when made a complain, the operater just casually answered that they can't help in this matter. Crazy!

Guess that we (the people living in that area) have to bear in total darkness with no air and entertainment till the electricity is back! Really stupid!

Did It Again

I have change my blog template again. I know I have change it several times maybe a dozen times. With everytime saying I won't change. But I can't resist not changing whenever I found new and nice template!!!

The temptation of it is too much for me to bear. Anyway, its my blog. So who cares?

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I have finally submit my two assignments today or should I say yesterday? Now I'm officially left with one exam and one assignment to go. Truthfully speaking, I hate this semester very much! The two subjects is too dry till making me sick for the entire semester! @*$#%@

3 A.M

Its 3 in the morning and I'm still sitting in front of laptop doing my assignments. I know I shouldn't do it last minute but I have little time to complete it.

Burning midnight oil is something that I don't like and should avoid if possible. I'm having eyes pain and mental stress with me straining my eyes too much plus lack of proper sleep for days or weeks.

Nothing I can do to solve this problem unless of course, I manage to finish the assignments on time before submission which is next Friday (26th Sept).

Guess I better continue doing my assignments or better of me going to sleep. Till then, wish me luck!

Aargh!!

I feel so dead right now!

Assignments submission is in three weeks and i haven't even start researching!!

I just hate this semester!!!

Aargh!!!!!

Bulky

over the past 4 weeks of attending marketing class, i don't seem to be able to get what the lecturer is trying to teach. maybe because i'm not interested in sales or marketing.

marketing principles is the most boring and bulkiest subject that i have studied so far for the semester. the luckiests thing in the situation is that i'm not majoring in marketing if not you will see me trying to commit suicide. really admired those taking marketing as a major!

guess the best of it is that it is assignment based and not exam based.=) though it is assignment, i'm also having difficulty in trying to start and get over the assignment as everytime i open the notes to read either i fall asleep or i tend to do something else just not to read it.

what a blast!

Troubleshooting

This problem seems to keep on happening everytime i try to sign in windows live messenger. I have tried to redownload it but the trouble keep on appearing. Feel so fed-up to everytime troubleshoot in order to sign in.

Any suggestions that can stop this trouble?

So Lousy

Really can't believe it! The library in the college is so so so lousy!!! All the book displayed on the shelves cannot be borrowed out eventhough you have paid RM100 deposit! Only 1% of the books can be borrowed by the students. * what the .... * Real damn stupid!!

Ok, enough of ranting... Back to study, so far i have attended 4 weeks of class and it mean that i only left 3 more weeks of study before my exam for the semester!!! *faint* Really need to gambate. =)

Right Or Wrong?

Dear friends,

How are you all? Hope that you all are doing fine. As for me, i'm kinda bored and alone in penang. Kinda feel like talking to someone but it seems that everyone is either busy with their work or study. =/

Anyway, here is a little bit update of what is happening in my life. I'm about to resign from my current job as i'm planning to continue my studies this coming Jan 2008 hopefully. Hoping that i made a correct decision!

Work has been getting a bit hectic from day by day. Sometimes i will be very busy doing lots of paperworks etc and sometimes i will be sitting in front of the computer doing nothing! *shake head* Oh yeah not forgetting myself being the scapegoat in the office when things has gone out of hands! Its not that i'm not getting along well with my collegues, it's just that everyone in the office got their own mood swings when the workloads is never ending or that they get scolded by the clients.

Enough of the ranting, basically my life is full of boringness. Really looking forward to Christmas as it is a public holiday! So friends, any presents for this friend of yours ? *kidding*

Miss you all a lots!

~ Working Life ~

Couldn't believe that i have already working for 3 weeks as a general clerk in a legal firm... how time flies without us knowing about it each day....

Well.... working as a general clerk in a legal firm is really tough and stressful... besides listening to tons of phone calls from morning till evening, i have to keep on finding uncountable files where the filing system in the firm is soooo unsystematic... to find just one file, i have to search the whole office in order to pass to the person in charge!!!!

And more unbelievable is that, i have to water all the plants in the office every morning when i go to work... *sigh* what to do..... this is working life...

After i have works twice in a different legal firm, i really have a deep thought for it and guess what?? i think career in law is not my cup of tea after all.... since now i get a second chance to study other courses ever since the decision, i will really appreciate the chances given and try to make full use out of it to study what i really like...

BUT...

Eventhough i can restart my study life again, in my heart there will always be a wound haunting me for not be able to finish off the law degree.... =(

Anyway, to all my friends in the legal field, i over here wish all of you good luck!!!

P/S: don't feel offended with what i say about working in a legal firm ok? i just voice out my opinion... =)

~ Always have FAITH of what you are doing ~

Bye for now...

Feeling tired and having back pain.....

Feelings....

I feel super duper sad now... why? i will tell you why!

Today, i wake up at 11am feeling happy despite i've been sleeping late yesterday night at 4am to call back Malaysia to settle my flight ticket. However, things started to turn its back against me when i reach Newcastle Airport to confirm my ticket.

Here at the British Airways counter, i was helped by a lady who was stationed there at the moment asking "Can I help you?" At the instance, i happily tell her that i'm here to confirm my changing of dates for my flight back Penang where she ask for my ticket in which i give.

After a few minutes, to my horror, the lady said that she can confirm my flight ticket from Newcastle all the way to London only but not for the ticket back to Penang in which at the moment i was dumbfolded as to what is going on right now. She told me that their system show that the ticket from Hong Kong to Penang is on waiting list in which the information make me even more dumbfolded as i was told by the MSL Travel Agent, Mr Thomas that he already confirm all my return tickets back.

Due to this, i call back Malaysia to talk to my parents in which they also seems to be surprise as well when i told them the news in which they promised to call Mr Thomas as soon as possible by tomorrow morning to check things out.

As i can't do anything about it at the moment, i take the metro back to Newcastle city feeling sad as at first i thought i can at least heave up one of the burdens i have which come out to be in vain. :(

Note: To all my juniors who is coming to Newcastle for studies, heed my advice, don't ever buy your ticket from MSL Travel Agent eventhough the tickets maybe cheap compare to other travel agency if you do not want any troubles that i'm been having now.